xXDarkMistressxX

Your face Those unmistakable features They are all I can see when I close my eyes When I shut myself out from the world When you are all I can see Your touch It burns on contact The warmth of you in my arms Holding you so close So close This is a dangerous game we dare to play But it's worth it You were always worth it Everything that is neither you, nor me, disolves into oblivion The world is crashing down around us Nothing There is nothing but you and me Fumbling into ecstasy Nothing has ever felt this good This right This is a dangerous game we now play But we both know it's worth it It was always worth it

I see you You are staring back at me With those eyes Those irresistible icey-blue eyes So warm and inviting Yet so mysterious and cautious I desperately try not to fall into them Any more of this torture and I will melt I will melt away, deep into them Into you I must I have to look away And I do And I say goodbye Goodbye to you To what could have been us But it's too late You're already walking away from me From this From us The unspoken emotions Burning inside of me Tearing me apart I can't I wont I will not let you go I grab your arm Stoping you in your tracks You turn around slowly The pain is so visible in

I see the light at the end of the road Though it is dark, I will still walk on bold, I knew it was true, that our love would last long I knew that I loved you and the feeling was strong Life will go on, through the pain and the tears My panic it grows, manic with my growing fears My life is not complete without you at my side Our implausible devotion is impossible to hide Don't tell me to wait for I can't stand the isolation I need to be near you, to feel your presence, to embrace my fascination I need to feel your touch, to share an interaction I want you to want me and I'm loving your reaction Your hand brushes across mine and

My anger builds but my guilt is strong I think that I hate you though I know it is wrong My heart, it aches My eyes start to tear When I know that you are coming near I know that I shouldn't I know that its bad But you do things that really make me mad Im up all night instead of in bed, when you say things that I truly dread You make me wish that I was dead When you open your mouth to speak You make me feel so very weak I know that I hate you though it is wrong My anger inside me is just too strong

We all need a little help along the way Good luck isn't always here to stay And when I fall I'll be sure to call your name But be sure to be there to here me Because if not, you just might lose me Please don't leave me standing here I panic with my growing fear For when your gone, I still here myself calling your name Grab my hand I'm falling Didn't you here me calling? Where were you when I needed you? Why didn't you come when I was in trouble?

I hate this I hate you Why do I let you do this to me You play with my emotions Taunting me Hot one second, cold the next This game we play A game of clockwork Our emotions These unspoken emotions, twisting and tangling together Our suppressed feelings, acted upon, only to be forgotten To be lost Back at stage one again I know how I feel I know what I want I know you feel the same, but you're ashamed Confused by your own feelings I understand I understand why you back away, every time we get closer Closer to what I want What you need Stop fighting it Stop fighting this, us It's ok It's ok to feel this way Pleas

I can hear the negative words, echoing in my head They are dragging me down, driving me into the ground But I don't care Individuality is something I can't help Independence is how I release myself from what is right Things not accepted are what I crave I starve not to follow, I thrive to be different To be forbidden Those who are identical are deprived   We grow up learning that what is considered "normal" is right, that it is the only way, the only choice I cant stand normal I am drawn to the unusual To be forbidden, is what I was born to be

In one split second, one moment in time, everything changes It will alter how you feel, who you are, what you want A spark ignites, somewhere deep inside of you, of your heart, your soul A place unfamiliar to you, that you didnt know exsisted, now floods with emotions They run through your veins, pumping through your bloodstream It is in this time of realization, this moment you will never forget, for it is permanently indented in your mind, that everything else is but a distant memory And it hits you Harder than anything ever has, or ever will This is more than just attraction It's love

I don't want to pretend that I'm tough any more I don't want to be your aid any more I'm sick of fighting my conscience in this war You can't control me, I won't let you abolish me I can defeat you, All I desire is to be free You watched me fall like you didn't care, I asked for your help, but you were never there, I wish that I could depend on you, but instead you let me down, I guess I'll have to wait for that second chance to come around All I want is a piece of security, All I need is a little generosity, I cant deal with all this animosity, What do I have to do, to make you happy?